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• One Hundred Love Sonnets By Pablo Neruda
  I don’t love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz,
  or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
  I love you as one loves certain obscure things,
  secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn’t bloom but carries
the light of those flowers, hidden, within itself,
and thanks to your love the tight aroma that arose
from the earth lives dimly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you directly without problems or pride:
I love you like this because I don’t know any other way to love,
except in this form in which I am not nor are you,
so close that your hand upon my chest is mine,
so close that your eyes close with my dreams.

• I love you, I will always love you and be yours -no matter where I am or where you are

It is all about our hearts getting intertwined by the power of love and care in an infinite embrace. It is all about knowing that there is someone always there for you no matter what, when or where.

About life, love, and everything around them.

My sweet love, Bew. Rhyme I. Just a smile.

What do you want? I hear you asking. - Your smile is what I am looking for, a shining sparkling twinkle in those beautiful black eyes of yours that radiates so bright that the sun feels jealous of its glow, Desperate verses II, M. Anawim, #justtothepoint.

In my defense, I would say that your eyes cast a spell on me, your laugh fill me with joy, and your kisses, so freely given, grabbed my soul, Desperate verses I, M. Anawim, #justtothepoint.

Who can deny that life is not fair, nor easy, just a messy affair where we muddle along with glimpses of meaningful relationships, meaning, and purpose? Who can deny that lies are abundant and spreading, news are mainly fake and bias, history is being twisted, trust is all gone, and something needs to be done? Who can deny that yesterday is gone, tomorrow is not promised, and we only have today? Who can deny that destiny is a bitch, money is king and sometimes even god, and life is but a dream, a worn out ship on trouble waters? Who can deny that I love you Bew like crazy, my sweet angel? Desperate verses IV, M. Anawim, #justtothepoint.

This is not what it was meant to be, but my crash course in purgatory. I should have known better. I should have been wiser. The more things change, the more they stay the same. Everything just keeps going round and round, people chasing the wind and clutching at clouds and shadows. Life is not just a mess in a world ruled by chaos and deception, but a merry-go-round where we all go around in circles before the curtains close. And there are never really happy endings, that’s not how the story goes, but love is always new, awesome, and makes the ride so worthwhile, Desperate verses III, M. Anawim, #justtothepoint.

Don’t worry if people think you’re crazy. You are crazy. You have that kind of intoxicating insanity that lets other people dream outside of the lines and become who they’re destined to be,Jennifer Elisabeth, Born Ready: Unleash Your Inner Dream Girl.

My peak? Would I even have one? I hardly had had anything you could call a life. A few ripples, some rises, and falls. But that’s it. Almost nothing. Nothing born of nothing. I’d loved and been loved, but I had nothing to show. It was a singularly plain, featureless landscape. I felt like I was in a video game. A surrogate Pacman, crunching blindly through a labyrinth of dotted lines. The only certainty was my death,Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance.

And there are never really endings, happy or otherwise. Things keep going on, they overlap and blur, your story is part of your sister’s story is part of many other stories, and there is no telling where any of them may lead,Erin Morgenstern, The Night Circus.

How can you find more books?

• First idea: Open your browser, go to Google and type: article/book filetype: pdf

  Use services that provide legitimate access to copyrighted material. Do not download copyrighted material for which you do not have permission.
  A more nerdy approach is:-inurl:htm -inurl:html intitle:“index of” +("/ebooks"|"/book") +(chm|epub|txt|pdf|zip) +“Title of your book”

• Second idea: Try Librivox, Gutenberg, and Learn Out Loud.

• Third idea, use search engines to find free ebooks: Just Free Books, Library Genesis and PDF Search Engine.

• You may also want to try the following websites: Oxford Owl, Children books on line, Starfall, and Internet Archive.

• Besides, you can borrow e-books using a public library (Overdrive) or purchase e-books using online ebooks stores, such as Amazon’s Kindle Store, Google books, Apple Books, eBooks.com, Smashwords, Barnes & Noble, or Kobo.

Other places:

• Storynory has been publishing a free audio story every week since November 2005 read by professional actors.
• Open Culture, “The best free cultural & educational media on the web”.
• Lit2Go is a free online collection of stories and poems in Mp3 format.
• Thought Audio offers philosophy and classical literature audio book downloads.
• Miette’s Bedtime Story Podcast, “curl up and fall asleep to the world’s greatest short stories, the well-known treasures and those once-forgotten, purred to you as only Miette can.”
• Do you like comics? Gocomics, is a comic lover’s dream, it is indeed the largest collection of comics and political cartoons on the Internet. Smack Jeeves and Cagle are other websites that you might want to visit. Finally, try Digital Comic Museum the best site for downloading FREE public domain Golden Age Comics.
• Other ideas: Free Classic AudioBooks, Books Should Be Free, and Scribd is a social publishing site where people share original writings and documents.